Just let me be

It's all misty, it's all unclear
Can't tell if it's ever been this bad
There could be steep hells near
I sense danger. it makes me mad

Tired, exhausted, and frustrated with misery
Wishing this slow journey to end soon
Scared of judgements and would look a mockery
Should I let this cause me my doom?

How the hell did I become this voiceless
Can my frustration not at all be seen?
I feel like a corpse, so lifeless
Wish I could scream, "Just let me be"

I need not speak, it is that obvious
Or do they like pretending nothing's wrong?
Say farewell to the life you think is glorious
Cause this is not going to last for long!

Ru

It was Us

So we said goodbye many a times
But nothing felt like a real goodbye
Each time we gazed into each other's eyes
They tricked me into believing it wasn't goodbye

Was it the moon, was it the night
Was it the stars, was it the sky
Oh no it was us, just you and I

Your hair on my face when you lean into kiss me
Your lips whispering words all night in my ear
Under the moon and the stars and sparkly flowers in the sky
On the rocks by the sea in the warm summer breeze

Was it the moon, was it the night
Was it the stars, was it the sky
Oh no it was us, just you and I

You walk in to my room with that smile on your face
Your eyes, they speak, something deep with mine
Your hands in mine soft and warm
Soothing my heart and cleansing my soul

Was it the moon, was it the night

Was it the stars, was it the sky

Oh no it was us, just you and I

Cry in the desert

Waking up to just another day
Feeling dull and depressed
The sun is bright yet all you see is darkness
A scheduled day that didn't want any changes

Not a single soul who knows you
To talk to, to let it all out with
You scream for help in silence
Knowing there's no one to help

Eyes covered with tears and pain
Aching heart longing to break free
They will pretend not to see your pain
And go on with their own business

Though maybe close, always far away
Filled with words yet empty inside
Not a day spent like living the dream.
Wondering how this all happened instead!

Regretting for the risks that weren't taken
Lost in thoughts with 'what ifs'
Best is to keep quite and take it all in
Simply casue you don't know what else to do